Quidquid latine dictum sit, altum sonatur.
30 May
immersed again
the gap dissolves in moments of denial, just
a child pretending
we’ll never need goodbye
memories stretch from now to then
a silken bridge riding the breeze
so familiar
so paper-frail
a step would mean my death again
and I should know by now, but
daydreams tell me I can cross, then
nightmares watch me fall
they tell me I can free myself
with just a simple choice, but
where is the will to turn away?
15 May
obscured in haze
your brilliant light becomes only
a glow, indistinct and cold
barely discernable from the fog
gathered and tightly contained
these private clouds
emanating from wounds not yet closed
grant me release from these fences
to resume the breeze
and restore the clarity
to see the good in you.
12 May
I found this collection of articles on improving one’s life through tranquillity and other concepts advocated in Buddhism.
12 May
I happened upon the website for The Foundation for a Better Life today. I instantly recognized some of the graphics from their Billboards section…I had wondered who was paying for those. They aren’t promoting any specific religion, just a set of values that tend better the lot of humanity.
10 May
In ZMI, customize the member_search_results to change this expression:
results python:here.member_catalog(request);
to this:
results python:here.member_catalog(request, sort_on=’getCompany’);
getCompany is an index on the member_catalog that was autogenerated by virtue of “company”’s index=’ZCTextIndex|schema’ property in the custom schema of my CMFMember-based product.
9 May
elsewhere remade
novel and shimmering
to the sound of the last one tearing
surrendered their wings not yet frozen
as you closed to consume
yet I looked on
somehow sure I would be spared
untouched at the corner
only a moment
to reflect on this denial
as the poison enters my heart
7 May
opposite the divide
standing at each precipice
they notice the other
close enough to touch
leaning far beyond the boundary breached
fingers meet their match a moment
before feet slip away
together and alone
they embrace
weightless
in freefall
7 May
feeling motion sickness
planted steady, holding still
wild eyes frantically chasing
spectres searching for an exit
as they crash against the walls
have I so soon forgotten
the edge spins into a blur, but
the center does not move
ready to discard this distraction
regain the mind’s eye view
with focus now, step to center
the air is clearer here
the echoes of this tired discord
fall fainter as I rise
3 May
I came across an insightful article today titled Why We Haven’t Met Any Aliens. Its premise is that as the intelligence of a species increases, so does its members’ tendency to occupy themselves with self-gratification rather than attempt to communicate with other beings.
1 May
lingering spectres
dead by their own joined hands
have spun my weakness front and center
and bled me of my will
a character, a plot device
whose relevance will pass
this story’s nothing new
a perfect portrayal
this vague wandering
mired in metaphor
point to point
to pointless